Saturday, May 10, 2008

Last Few Days

No, don't even think I am about to die, I am talking about the last few days of my college life(for now). Four wonderful years of engineering, and when they passed, I didn't even notice. Time flew by quietly like a thief, without even warning me about the precious memories it stole as it went away!

I still remember my first day in institute, how I entered the main entrance gate scared from the "HUNGRY FOR RAGGING" seniors, excited about the coming future, anxious about the way my classmates would behave. All so many things I had in my head while I searched for my class. I remember how we(me and my friends) used to be in the first year. With time boldness grew older as well, and we started bunking classes, used to run from the Mathematics class AFTER attendance. There are so many memories in every corner of my head, stored like mini clips, and I play them, whenever, wherever I want. Memories are still so fresh that it looks like only yesterday I was in the first year, and now here I am...about be thrown out of the college after four years.

The most amazing part is the drastic changes around and within me. Yes, I have changed, a lot, I don't know whether for good or bad, but I have changed. From cold drinks to beer to whiskey to rum to ciggs! Yes I have changed and so have people around me. Some have grown fatter, some have shrunk further, some people are noticed by the size of their tummies while some others are noticed by their muscles! Probably from boyhood to manhood, all have changed.

And suddenly a sinking feeling comes and says "Dude, its all over now". A hungry world awaits, jobs, so called responsibilities are waiting patiently to put the burden on me, while my heart still want to be with my friends, still wants to spend some time with friends under a tree sipping chilled beer.

These four years have given me some nice friends, and foes(nice ones!) as well! I have gained hell lot of knowledge( I doubt though) and a bit of experience (No matter how much you gain, it still looks small). I will miss my days, my friends, my college life, bunking classes, troubling teachers, reading newspaper in the classroom, drinking beer in the college campus, finishing practical work in the last minute, outdoor trips with friends, "BIRD WATCHING", though there were not many beautiful birds but still I will miss my favorite job!

I really don't know what's next, but I will miss everything about the last four years. I don't know how to end this, shall I wish good luck to all my friends AND foes, nay, I don't think so, then shall I leave an emotional message for them, NOWAY!

mmmm.... Lets leave it just like this..incomplete...my friends are smart enough to figure out what I am saying.

2 comments:

Anky said...

great work dude.....was thinking bout same stuff to write....but u did a great job and am rethinking whether ill match that effort of yours.....but ill try definitely....[:)]

Anonymous said...

Well said.

Migrating Season

Pops there is not much difference between humans and birds. We live at some place and then we move to a new city and just like birds we make...